Okay I'm an air head, had an appointment today w/DR, thank goodness for cell phone calender alarms. It turns out the test the DR. was referring to is the mono/EBV viruses. Guess who tested positive for mono
, yea me, well the General doc doesnt want anything to do with it. In his mind its a Ruemys(ies) specialty and that doctor will handle all my CFS care. I'll do some research about
this but I would absolutly love any other mono suffers to tell me how they deal, what treatment (if any) is available, and any odds and ends I might need to know. By the way I love this place. I cant beleive I found people who understand exactly, and I mean exactly what Ive been dealing with all these years. I read on the funny stories thread soooo many things that made me laugh, at myself. The walking into wall thing OMG, I do that all the time
The potty issues of gotta go right now, the microwave story, Ive done somthing so simulair. You guys are the greatest. For the first time in over a decade I dont feel alone about
this theif that snatched away my essence, vitality, and confidence that I can follow through, eventhough I desperatly want too but cant. I know you guys will teach me what I prayed for years to cultivate, and still havent been albe to do yet, modesty. The frustration, and yes I still torture myself about
the old me, but a lot of your post show such a comendable attitude, I feel trapped in my body, and how do you explain this to other people you just cant. This place is great and thank you everyone for posting, it really helps especially a newby like me.