I feel your pain. I know how you feel about being worried with the doctor. That's why I made another appt with a completely different doctor, with another practice. Personally, I'm going to walk in there, and tell him everything I've been through, and tested. Show him my saliva results, and ask for help. If he puts me and the results down, saying that it can't be, then I will thank him for his time, and leave. I'm not going to go to a doctor that is getting paid to listen to me, and not have him believe me. I know we're not crazy. Our tests prove there is something wrong. This doctor I'm seeing on the 19th has been in the profession for 43 years. I'm hoping he's seen someone like me before, and can help. I just have that feeling that this is going to be it for me. this is going to be my cure, and I'm going to start 2007 with a fresh life, energetic, and hit the weights again!!!!!
Hang in there. You might want to do what I did, and book another appt just incase. These doctors are hard to get in with, and you don't want to have to wait months, if this one doesn't go well.