This is a great thread.
Hope you don't mind me posting, I'm usually on the Arthritis forum but i think due to the Chronic pain I have I would love to keep posting and reading here.
If I had one wish, it would be to be able to right all the wrongs in regards to my husbands death. It is 7 years today that he committed suicide by jumping off a bridge that connects Ontario to New York State. He became clinically depressed and everytime I tried to get him help ie; Doctors, Police, hospital and mental health association every door was slammed in my face. To make a long story short, my two oldest children lost their father needlessly. They were 6 and 16 years old at the time. It is tragic to me and i live with the pain and guilt everyday. Therefore my wish would be to change all of the what ifs. Thank you for giving me the forum to say this. it's been a long time.
When you get to the end of your rope, tie a knot and hang on!!!!
Current Diagnosis-Rheumatoid Arthritis, Insulin Dependent Diabetes, Osteoarthritis right knee, Osteoporosis. Stress!!!!!!
Current Meds-Methotrexate 20mg s/c weekly, Plaquenil 200 mg BID, Celebrex, Folic Acid daily, Cesamet, Oxycontin 20 mg BID, Lorazepam 2 mg dly Actonel weekly, Insulin-Humalog 35 units TID and Lantus 40 units BID, Calcium, Vitamin D