Okay, I know this may seem like a really weird question. The thing is that hopefully (if the seller does his stuff right this time) we will be getting keys to our new home tomorrow.
As soon as we started looking for a home, I started packing, slowly, so that I wasn't playing a game of catch up and killing myself more than I needed to. My back is royally ticked off right now. The plan is to move on Sunday right now.
My problem is this... I won't be able to pick anything up. I know better. I'm trying to avoid hurting myself more - which is what has happened each time we've moved. I'm talking ER pain. We have friends that are helping, but I know that I'll feel bad sitting around not doing anything except directing furniture. It goes against my whole work ethic watching other people do work that I can't do.
Does anyone have any ideas?? I know if I help I'll end up in so much pain for the next week... at the same time, if I don't help, I'm going to feel bad.
I know it sounds like a stupid question - but I worked well after I should have quit just because I didn't want to admit that I couldn't do it anymore. I end up overdoing things just about
every day - because I don't like to admit that I just can't do things.
"When we come to the edge of the light we know, and are about to step off into the darkness of the unknown, of one thing we can be sure; either God will provide something solid to stand on... or we will be taught to fly.'"
"Cause when push comes to shove You taste what you're made of, You might bend, till you break Cause its all you can take; On your knees you look up Decide you've had enough, You get mad you get strong Wipe your hands shake it off, Then you Stand" From "Stand" by Rascal Flatts
Dx.: Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome, Ulcerlative Colitis, Chronic Inflammation of the Colon, Ruptured & Fused L4-L5-S1 w/pinched nerves, Degenerative Disc Disease, Chronic Costochondritis, Back Muscle Spasms, Asthma, Benign Tremmors (hands)