Yesterday was a BAdddddddddddddd DAy
had trouble walking by end of day
was all i could do to sit during a meeting at work, and try not to let them know how much pain I was in...
I slowly did some of my work tasks....
I visited paitients, and also did some paper work
but by the end of day I was to go see hte dietitican at eh phsyio Clinic
Im being helped that way also (one of my 5 appointments)
I must loose wight,... my body doesnt want to carry this load
bones & msucles are rebelling
any way aft3er sitting in that appointment
i stood up
standing at the appointment desk.. my legs both of them went numb.....
and later that day I went back to see the Phsyio Therapist
she did acupuncture on my back to see if that would help
since I ahve had months of ultra sound & tens....
by evening I took a 1/2 a percocet.. which in about 1.2 hr had me smileing.. in lower pain....
got kinda zonked by bed time..
had werid dreams... really weird...
i woke up middle of the night gain at 3 am
I could have come online but choose not too
I lay there.. trying to go back to sleep
it hurts jsut laying down
pain all the time...
I took another 1/2 percocet
makes me feel.... edgy ??
and for a few minutes I didnt feel so good
when kdis went off to school
but now its kciking in and I feel myself getting sleepy....
almost..." zoned" //
i dont like this feeling
but its better than pain I supposed when pain is intolerable
had to call in to both my jobs today & tell them I wouldnt be ther due tp back pain
maybe chat with someone on here later