Hi everyone! Thanks. Happy to be here. I've been sick so long and lost so much out of my and my friends and families lives. Guess I'm so very angry about this aspect of my cp. Pain is just a lousy thief when it comes down to it. Thinking about it I see the loss sprinkled over my past and it covers or colors a lot of it. Loss like Dignity, Peace of mind and body, the loss of the memory of what it felt like when i didn't have pain. That scares me.
I'm rambling although I did want to say thanks again and when I feel better I will definitely write back.
I did have one question though, does anyone else have any expierence with pain pumps, implanted titanium hockeypuck shaped like thing. Not sure if I'm allowed to use brand names on this ...thread? If so I would like very much to talk to you.