Hello everyone. As you can see by my subject I have really screwed up, or should I say screwed my poor old sick back up even more.
I took a nasty fall Sat. night and fell in a sitting position and rolled back and hit my head on the closet door. I nearly rang my bell on that one, I fought hard to stay conscious. But the head part is the least of my problems, my back is totally killing me and my pain feels like its all internal, does that make sense. If I even breathe the wrong way the pain is blinding. I have a pain pump implanted and its working ok, thank goodness I didn't mess that up. I have alot of pain at waist level. Sitting is a killer unless I have a pillow behind me so I can brace against it. I am staying about half sick at my stomach from the pain. I am taking Dilaudid 2mg every 4 hrs plus my muscle relaxer. My pain mgt dr is 30 miles away and there is no way I can sit in a car to ride that far. That ride really gets me w/o these added troubles. I have heard its gotta get worse before it gets better, well lets hope I am almost there. I have a very high pain tolerance but this one has brought me to my knees. Thanks for letting me whine. Susie