Hi all, I really need to post right now and talk about
this. Last night I really thought I was in hell. The pain in my face was soooo horrendous I couldnt sleep and I was shaking with anxiety. I really really realy just wanted to end it all. How can anyone even survive with so much pain and nasea? I took a pill and put vicks on my face to soothe the pain. I cant believe this, its like one big nightmare. Im so sick of doctors not believing me, telling me its all in my head, and saying im too young to have this problem. Im 26 years old, there are people 5 years old who have cancer, what about
that?? I even went to Shands clinic and they said the same thing...it must be in your head. I have lost 15 pounds in that past month because I cant eat much at all. I asked them what about
a feeding tube or an IV, they said no because that wouldnt help your problem. I was like, so what am I supposed to do, suffer in this horrible agony everytime I eat, sleep, talk, ect? I told them "I CANT TAKE THIS PAIN ANYMORE, ITS NOT PAIN ITS TORTURE< AND IT NEVER LEAVES ME!!!!!!!!" and all they said was "well, just take your depression meds" Im so sick of this. What should I do? I look in the back of my throat and I can see where its all red, inflamed, and ***** looking from the bile and the acid. It hasnt healed in 1 year and has been getting worse. Should I go to another doctor? I already went to the er, they just sent me home and told me to take some vicodin. There must be somewhere I can go for help, I cannot take this suffering anymore. What do i do???