hi thanks for your advice...
i dint read any of the things they sent me,.,,
im fighting depression, and exhasution still jsut from the stress of so many appintmetns... and physio etc,,,
i missed appointments dod to waht i call legit reasons..
i had diaherra & the flu antoher time for a wekk
as did my hubby
we only went to see his doctor when he had flu... becasue hes diabetic...
if my kids are sick & ahve to be taken to emerg.. i ahve missed appointments...
sheesh get real
im psuhing my self just to do what i do now. neve mind play JUMp thru all our HOOPS
i will get a LAWYER
i called one already,,,
im jsut waitinto get in & lay it all out for her.
and I know
when I hit them with a suit
i will ahve no job
i cant handle mentally anything any more any way
wanting to die most days..
im trying to eat right
even gardening the last few days...
but i get... sooo over whlemed with the mistreatment... its wrong
the thign is
i live in pain
and i didnt have this pain a year ago...
i worked 50 hours a week
unless i was sick with a cold.. or got a gastro bug from work.
this is absolute wrong....
i need to chat
so i will end here
becasue of this i ahve no lving freinds
so thats no fun either
and I work with people who are dying
people i love
and care for
and they are dying,... like 5-8 people a month
im sooo tired of sorrow
i need help
mentally togiht im a blubbering mess
They that wait upon the Lord shall renew their Strength, they shall mount up on wings as eagles, they shall run & not grow weary, they shall walk & not faint..." Ish 40 v. 31
Sjrogrens Syndrome, Asthema, Chronic Fatigue, Chronic Pain, Head aches, Migraines, Gastro Intestinal Problems , Esophegial Spasms; Fibro Myalgia , Kidney Stones, & CP (SI joint, low mechanical back pain..L4 & L5 Vertebrae Misaligned, Spinal Stenosis and Degenerative Disc Disease, Bulging Disc, anterolisthesis L4 L5 , L4 -- S1 pain caused by osteoarthristis ,bone spurs, causing pinching or pressure on spinal chord)