You are most welcome. I do know how important it is to have someone reach out to you when you hurt and are not getting emotional support at home. I am truly blessed if I have given you any edification.
What with having Crohn's it seems that most of the treatments I get that offer any help are quickly eradicated. Crohn's has a nasty way of attacking every part of your body. Your immune system sees the body itself as a threat and attacks. So, while 3 botox injections did help my trapezius & scapula to relax and not ache so much, the rest of my back & neck still hurt badly much of the time.
My past experiences were with 2 husbands. The first was an alcoholic drug addict who gave me 2 children, but wanted to play with other women. I divorced him for adultery. He would disappear for days at a time and be with others. If drunk at home he would break up furniture or punch holes in walls and say terrible, cruel things. The second (I'm a slow learner) was also very cruel, after he won me over. He beat me and cheated on me. I divorced him.
So, needless to say, I suffered alone. It is a very painful, stressful thing. I am now married to a wonderful man whom I have been with for 21 yrs. He is completely understanding & supportive. Nice for a change!
You are not beign too personal at all. I am glad you care honestly!
God is good,
150mg Azathioprine, Lomotil, Iron, Nexium 2/day, Fentanyl patch, Oxycodone, Baclofin
Crohn's, Fibromyalgia, Several bulging discs, Bone spurs, Osteoarthritis, Osteopenia, Reflux, Stenosis, Strictures, Dengenerating facet joints
When I am weak, then am I strong