Scarred - I don't have those thoughts running through my head while doing the urine test.....mine are more like "oh geez, I shouldn't have gone potty before I left the house.....what if I don't produce enough urine.....what if I miss and don't catch all that I possibly can......then darn it, I can't go!!! Deep breaths, 1, 2, 3, twinkle, twinkle little star how I wonder.....ahhhh, there we go." It's pathetic, any other time I can go potty no problem just with thinking I'd better go before driving home....as soon as they tell me I HAVE to pottyin the cup, then I can't.!
cervical fusion 2006
L4-5 surgery with cages, plates, and screws in 2005
MEDS: Fentanyl patch, Norco, Celexa, trazodone, and Flexeril
To handle yourself, use your head...to handle others, use your heart
I'm going to smile like nothing is wrong, act like everything is perfect, and pretend its not hurting me.