Got a few things I wanna say before I leave here for a bit. First off I want to tell you all that this site has been a god send for helping me through those extra rough days as well as those days when I felt that life was about ready to fall apart. Of course I know that I am not leaving for good and that I will be back as soon as I can but I just wanted to tell each of you how special you are to me.
PA; You make each day very special and I feel a very special connection to you. Something tells me that if we lived next door to one another that we would be good friends. When my days are down you can brighten it up whether it be with "Wilson" or with just your words you seem to have the ability to make me smile and for that I am eternally gratefully.
Ry; You too are special to me. I feel drawn to you too as well. Friends are hard to find in this world and I hope that you two (Pa and you Ry) consider me as a friend. You have the uncanny ability Ry to make me laugh and giggle through the pain and that is a rare gift that I hope you never lose. Thank you so much for being there for me and I hope that we can come closer in the future.
Pam; You too I consider a friend! You keep me watching your posts and I hope that you will continue to post about your life in the future. I feel like we are a lot alike as far as our lives and that if we lived closer we too would be friends. Sometimes fate draws people together and I truly hope that fate has drawn each one of us together not only through our pain but too through our lives.
Chutz; I am loving your check in posts and I hope that you will continue to keep going with these. It is nice to forget the pain for a bit and think on something else. You seem to have a gift of being able to do this and I truly hope you keep doing this. You I consider friend as well and have helped me through some pretty tough times just by being there for me alike to PA and Ry. I truly wish that we could all be in the same state so that we could have a reunion together and share our stories in real life but since that is not possible this forum is the best possible alternative.
Stray; Your a lone light in a ocean of blue. When I first posted on HW your post was the very first that I saw and for that you are one of my friends as well. I will miss your posts and your wisdom and funny words.
To each of the rest of you that I missed I consider each of you friends in a sea of CP that I cannot control. Even though I will only be gone for a short while it will feel like an eternity without my CPers. I pray each day for each of you to have a lessened pain day and night and that each of you will sleep well for the night. It breaks my heart to hear that you too are going through what I am and I feel so bad for each of you for the pain that you feel.
I will miss you all and will see you in a few weeks (or so I am hoping!). Gentle hugs and prayers for a LPD
HEALTH ISSUES: Herniated discs at S-1-L5, L5-L4, L4-L3. Two level fusion (2000); one level fusion (2002); Revision at L4-L3 (2003). Diagnosed with Failed Back Syndrome, Permanent Nerve damage and Chronic Pain
Kadian, Lexipro, Percocet, Temazapim, Lunista, and Robaxin.