The week flew by and it's Friday already
. What happened???? I thought I would have at least some time to think of what to say to my dear CP board on my last and final post until my return in 3 weeks; but here I lay in my empty bedroom looking around at the bare walls and wondering again if I am doing the right thing. Of course I realize that I am doing the right thing, because I stand beside my husband in every aspect of life his and mine and will until the end of our lives together, but this move has been hard on both of us and emotionally draining to boot.
As hubby and I march onward into our new lives in Kansas and leave our old lives behind in Wyoming I am reminded that change is hard and this too reminds me that when I first hurt my back that I ever struggled to control my changing life of living with the pain that now is my daily life. So time marches on and so we all do our best to march on with it dealing with our lives and struggling with our CP as best we can as our world changes around us.
Today marks a new era in my life and hopefully new doctors to help me cope with my CP. I hope each one of you will keep the faith and I shall see you as soon as I can.
Heading for Kansas tomorrow!!
hugs and warm thoughts. Until my next post two to three weeks from now.....
Scarred
HEALTH ISSUES: Herniated discs at S-1-L5, L5-L4, L4-L3. Two level fusion (2000); one level fusion (2002); Revision at L4-L3 (2003). Diagnosed with Failed Back Syndrome, Permanent Nerve damage and Chronic Pain
Medications:
Kadian, Lexipro, Percocet, Temazapim, Lunista, and Robaxin.