I have had this Intractible Chronic Pain for about
6 1/2 years now. I've lost
my friends, my job, my son, my painting, my writing, my home, my town
and now with the stock market as it is there may be much more to lose.
I don't say this as a competition but as a way to tell you that I REALLY
I had a sister-in-law who sent me a book by Dr. Serrano about
4 years ago. I glanced at
it and with thanks sent it back. A couple of months later she spoke by
the wonders of this book and how it had cured fifteen or
fifty of her closest and dearest friends. I went right out and got it again. As
I was reading it, the words all blurred together and I felt like I was enclosed in
a glass brick or something ~ couldn't move. (Can't explain that one)
I didn't say anything to her at the time. It was there that I gave up trying
to have friends and be "normal" Of course I tossed the book out.
To end my story, I never spoke to her again because SHE DIED. She
got Cancer and her ending was not easy. As she left planet Earth she
did one last harm, she took my husband out of his Dad's will! My
husband didn't travel to be with his Dad because I was terribly dangerously
unstable at the time. (I can't say the totality of my condition outrigt because the word
is outlawed on our Forum, but you can guess)
Maybe you'll feel better tomorrow. You see how many people care and
Serrano's thesis is that we make our own pain and can cure it with happy thoughts
or something. If anyone agrees with him, I will not read your posts. Ever.
Tomorrow maybe we can think up some of the things that help us: The computer,
and books on tape occupy my mind.
"If you're going through Hell, keep going." Winston Churchill
Post Edited (Pamela Neckpain) : 10/25/2008 1:41:35 AM (GMT-6)