God do I know how u feel....I get so freakin tired of people saying: "it will get better", "just hang in there", well, maybe it won't. What about
that? Sometimes you just have to say what you're thinking and to hell with everybody else.,..
What do you take for the pain? Do you have a pain doc? Can you call him/her and get something else?
I just want to say that you ARE NOT A WASTE OF SPACE....There is a way to make yourself feel better...you just have to find it.
Venting is good, it gets rid of the anger and frustration you feel. It might not help with the pain...but stress is a factor and it has to be dealt with. Talk to your doc about
something for your nerves....
I hope this helps.....vent anytime..
spinal stenosis,degenerative disc disease,bilateral neuropothy.
lamenectomy L3,L4..spinal fusion L4-S1