Thank you again for the sweet replies. I almost forgot about
that Bush thing lol. I'm going to take the advise on making it an adventure but my radio doesnt work for some odd reason and keep forgetting to get that looked at so that just makes it harder on keeping my mind busy. This drive is so boring, theres nothing but cows and more cows to look at. Last time I went I took my kids with me and they kept asking me why I was driving around in circles, I guess it kinda feels that way lol. But the trip to the ER is out of question cause a doctor cannot prescribe it without being certified for it, and the nearest doctor that is certified is the doctor I'm going to, so theres nothing they can give me to even replace it while taking Suboxone cause the way it works is that it blocks out other narcotics and then when it's time to get back on the sub I would have to go thru withdrawals because Suboxone can cause precepitated withdrawals if you have another pain med in your body, it's a very weird narcotic, these people are getting smart in the way they make these new prescript
ion drugs. I do have a little stash hidden away for emergencies but not enough to last me til after the new years. I guess I waited too long to get my oil changed, they where all closed by 4pm so I went to put oil in myself and couldnt figure out which kind to buy for the life of me so luckly this sweet lady that worked at the gas station looked it up in my van's owner manual for me. Then my gas cover was frozen on so that was fun, I was screaming from the pain of the freezing cold and not being able to turn it, I just felt like whatever could go wrong was gonna go wrong, so by the time I got it
open and got back in the van my kids drank my Italian soda I bought from the gas station, just wasnt fair!!! I guess I should go to bed before my day gets any worse and hopefully get some sleep for my drive tomorrow. Good night.
I have Migraines, Pancreatic Divisum, Severe lower back pain, Fibromyalgia, Asthma from Chronic Bronchitis
Meds: Suboxone 8mg 3xday, Cymbalta 60mg @ night,
Zanaflex 2-4 mg @ night as needed, Treximet as needed,
Ventolin Albuterol Inhaler as needed which seems to be everyday.
Been on Diability since I was 22 for Migraines and chronic Pancreatitas(started the processes when I was 19, I'm 25 now) but am working to get off of it ASAP,I want to be a nurse and work at a Impatient rehab with people with addictions of all kinds