Hey guys- im struggling at the moment. I have different sorts of pain that accompany my different illnesses, but the strongest med they will prescribe me is codeine, or digesic. whenever im in hospital they give me a choice between IV Fentanyl or Pethadine, but then after surgery they send me home with either Panadiene Forte, Tramal or Paradex/Digesic.
im not sure how much more pain i have to be in before someone will take my pain seriously. My docs are hesitant to prescribe anymore narcotics as im on benzos for AP and in the past (way in the past) i DID use my prescription meds incorrectly- i just wanted to block
the pain of reality, numb the phsycial AND emotional pain. I have a highly addictive personality and they have expressed concern about me abusing the meds again.
Im not sure where to go from here. i see my doctor tomorrow, but he will just give me a script for Panadeine Forte.
sorry- im just stressed cos i hurt.
'He heals the broken hearted and binds up their wounds.' (Psalm 147:3)
Panic Disorder, Agoraphobia, CFS, Fibromyalgia, TMJ disorder, Endometriosis, PCOD, Chronic E.N.T infections, Reactive Arthritis, GERD, Sinusitis, IBS, Allergies, Glandular fever, Migraines, Anemia, Chemical/Noise/Light sensitivity, Trichotilomania, PTSD, Seasonal Mood Disorder, OCD, Benign Vertigo, Impaired immune system. Tachycardia, tinnitus, low clotting factor= bruising. Tendonitis, Bursitis.
Meds: Zoloft 150mg. Xanax 4mg. Celebrex. Mobic. Panadeine Forte. Digesic.
Multiple surgeries- I bear the scars of my poor physical health.
Age:28. First diagnosed at 14. Proud Aussie.