I have just read your story and the replies from all the kind people on the form here, it is so nice to have the caring of people we donot know but for the computer bringing them into our lives. Pete we have all done things in our past that we wish we could change, redo, undo etc. but that is not to be so we do the next best thing we learn from it and we forgive ourself for it and go on and be better for it.
I do not know what your life was like but by the sound of your letters you are having a hard time with it, I want you to know that one thing I had to learn was that i am only accountable for the choices i have made not for the choices of someone else. You are not held accountable for them. and You only need to ask GOD for forgives and You have it. You can let go of the past and go on knowing that you are Loved for who you are not for what you did or didnot do.
Pete each one of us are loved and we need to love ourself to just think of what your letter on the post did for all of us, you not only helped yourself by getting it off your chest buy you found you do have friends that care and understand. but you also brought things out in all of us to, see we do need each other.
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