Ok, as suggested in the long post we need some bright neon colored rope to keep the vette corraled. We are spending too much precious time looking for it,lol. Do you think PA took it home with her and put in her garage. Imagine thinking she could sneak that vette off. PA, you got some splaining to do!!!!
Baby steps indeed. We have time, yes we have plenty of time to get you in shape for your test, no worries. But now we must not dwell on this test either, its sucking too much precious energy out of you. On pretty days please go stand in the sun for 30 minutes and get the natural vitamin D it will make you feel better. We must open those drapes, dark rooms mean dark moods, saps the energy too. Me, I am like an old dog, gotta have my sun, I don't do well w/o it. Have your B12 level checked, low B12 leads to anemia. I do monthly B12 shots. I have absorption problems from surgery and crohns.
Remember you have done the test twice. Remember your earlier statement "this time I will not fail, I know what I did wrong back then to fail the test". Very powerfull and important statement. Make the comittment to yourself now, I will not fail, stick with it kid, you can do it. I have the utmost confidence in you. You are much tougher than you are giving yourself credit for.
When you get your book in the mail, you will amazed at how calm you will feel when you read it. I would be just beside myself and I would go find me a spot alone and sit down and read and then calm right down and make peace with my inner self. You must make peace with your inner self. Remember you cannot control thinga that are out of your control. Once we get you over the hump on these two issues you will be fine, I know it. Don't ask how, I just know it,lol.
Have a nice evening w/hubby. Wait until we find PA with the vette boy she better talk fast.lol. Hugs....Susie