Forgiveness, its tough. Most days I am okay, but sometimes I still get angry at myself for causing (although completely accidental) this injury in the first place.
Fatherjohn -- It sounds like those students are really blessed to have someone like you helping them & looking out for them. I used to have a really wonderful minister at my church, but unfortunately she moved on years ago & the one we have now is not the best. There have been some days during my CP that I really wish that she hadn't left because I think that she would be a great person to talk to about
everything going on in my life with the CP and all.
Palady -- my session was scheduled for 15 min med check, but it ended up being about
25 because of his 10 minutes of trying to analyze my situation (even after I told him that I have already talked to my psychologist about
the topic). I do think that he was trying to be somewhat of a hero without actually knowing what he was talking about
. It just annoyed me. It wouldn't have been so bad if I wasn't so exhausted & didn't already dislike the guy/didn't wanted to be there in the first place.
We are working on the whole sleep thing. Have been for a while. My pcp & I have been working on it for a few months, I worked with a neurologist for about
a year before that, and the psychiatrist is kind of throwing his hand in there now too, as I'm using the med that he has me on both for depression & sleep. I'm just really tough. It's the same thing with pain meds. My body tends to be either very resistant to medication, or very prone to side effects. It is very hard to find any middle ground with me.
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