I just have to egt this off my chest to someone! I came in to work today after having heria surgery on Monday but thats not my problem, I can deal w/ that pain. My neck is just killing me today, it has been since that dumb MRI I had last week! I arived at my usual 6:00am and thought I'd take it easy and pretty much stay at my desk w/ my tens unit blasting my neck, taking my meds and do some paperwork and write some orders for materials my guys in the feild need. NOT!!>> I opened an e-mail from my boss stating that he needs me to do an inventory of all the materials & tools we have out in our warehouse for his taxes ASAP! There is tons of light fixtures, panel boards, breakers, pipe, wire, OMG you name it, it's out there! I'm not suposed to lift anything heavy and I can't even turn my head enough to see whats up on the shelves let alone climb a ladder to see whats up on top! I just don't know what to do?? I though I was doing him a big favor coming back early and this is what I get! I just can't do this anymore! I think I'm going to have another episode like two weeks ago. Depression is coming over me faster than I can fight it off. I can feel the tears forming and can't stop them. I'm thinking about just leaving but if I do, I'll just go home and worry about the whole mess! I just don't know what to do????
Your hurting, confused friend,
56 years old, Surgury, Radical Prostatectomy 8/20/03, PSA 6.6, Gleason 3 + 3 = 6, Adenocarcinoma extent (moderate) Stage & Margin:T2NOMX, No Metastases, Organ Confined, bone scan: Neg. 3 1/2 years of depression after surgery prior to Hypogonadizm DX, Testosterone Theropy> new 2/6/09> 400mg injections every 2weeks . 56 and so glad to still be here to see my two sons grow up to be fine young men. They are both serving in the US Navy, one on an aircraft carrier heading for Hong Kong and the other on a Gator Freighter stationed in Norfolk, Va. I am one proud PaPa!