I've been reading your posts and everyone elses but have held back in saying anything because I'm not sure the whole story has come out yet. You tell us your B.F. is taking your meds and now you found evidence he is doing cocaine. From what you've wrote about
your history, your Mother is an alcoholic, I find it hard to believe that you didn't know what was going on all along. I'm sorry , believe me, I'm not judging you, it's just that I was no angel some years ago and I lived the party life. It's hard to snow the snowman if you catch my drift, especially if you are living with him! I don't believe you are as naive as you lead us to believe. I didn't fall off the turip truck yesterday and no one who has lived through and come out the other side ever forgets. I'm not acusing you of doing illegal drugs, I'm just saying it's very hard for me to beleive that you didn't known what was going on for a while. I hear everyone here telling you to get out of there now and I know they are telling you that because they care for you and your kids. I'll probably get beat up for what I'm about
to say but I have to. I also know the differece between a junkie & a recreational user. I'm not condoning either one!!! I'm just saying, your B.F. is holding down a job, right? Junkies rarely can and most end up stealing and comitting other crimes to support their habits. Is he a bad person? Is he doing this junk every night? Is he too far gone to get help? Obviously this guy has a full plate too. Have you talked to him about
his drug use and partying and what the conciquences of his actions will be if he continues? Only you know the whole story, we can't possibly know whats really going on from reading a couple of paragraphs here. Again, I'm sorry, I'm not trying to side w/ your B.F. or saying what he is doing is OK, it's not!! I'm just letting you know what I'm thinking about
when I read your posts.
Big hugzz Jen, I hope you do the right thing>
56 years old, Surgury, Radical Prostatectomy 8/20/03, PSA 6.6, Gleason 3 + 3 = 6, Adenocarcinoma extent (moderate) Stage & Margin:T2NOMX, No Metastases, Organ Confined, bone scan: Neg. 3 1/2 years of depression after surgery prior to Hypogonadizm DX, Testosterone Theropy> new 2/6/09> 400mg injections every 2weeks . 56 and so glad to still be here to see my two sons grow up to be fine young men. They are both serving in the US Navy, one on the aircraft carrier USS John Stennis in port in Japan and the other on a Gator Freighter USS Bataan stationed in Norfolk, Va. I am one proud PaPa!
Post Edited (Pete's trips) : 3/8/2009 7:23:31 PM (GMT-6)