I'm worried about you, are you here? If you are reading, please reply. That last thread about your boyfriend and the drugs and your kids really got to me. Everyone may have sounded pretty tough on you but it's just because they care about you. Please come back and maybe we can help! I appologize if I wrote anything that was out of line, I honastly wasn't trying to hurt you in anyway and I'm sure no one else was either. Please let us know you are alright!