It's 3am and I'm still up. In a little bit I can take another dose of meds. Having a bad day & night. Had a PT session yesterday. I only have a few left, and use them for relief when things get bad, but my PT decided to show me a couple of exercises to strengthen my legs. I shouldn't have mentioned that I noticed how weak my legs were getting!
After my session I went to the Humane Society to visit my two little cat friends (well, they're not so little), who instead of being in the manager's office are now in one of the little cage enclosures. I nearly cried to see them cooped up there, but the manager wants people to see them so they have a chance of adoption. I played with them awhile in a little room, but there are only folding chairs and a cement floor, so any good from my PT session was wiped out. Then today I tried to clean out just a couple of things - like a few pairs of shoes and I mean that's all - from my closet floor. I was on my hands and knees. No heavy lifting, but you all know it doesn't take much. So the muscles in my back and hip are aching. Been putting cream and heat on them which helps, but then it wears off.
I'm just hurting and angry because I would love to take those cats home. They've been abused, though, and they tend to hide. I can hardly even touch one of them, because he's scared of people. So to brush him or clip his nails or anything I'd have to be moving furniture around to find him. They're not small cats either. Just one more thing I feel CP is robbing me of. I'm going to focus on visiting them, and trying to see if I can think of anyone who could provide them a good home. But they need to go together. The manager is requiring it and I understand why. The one is so protective of the other; I suspect the bigger one saved his brother's life.
Oh, well, I just needed to vent a bit. Cry. Hurt. And vent some anger although I'm too tired to really vent it all!
i hope some of you are having a restful night!