I hope your PT went well this morning! I don't envy you on that one, especially if your already really hurting! I agree with you about
dieing thing, I don't think you sound cold at all! Your just realistic. I have always thought that dieing is just as much a part of life as birth is. I will admit it is very difficult when it involves a younger person though. I always have thought of dieing as a transition, where a person leaves their physical body
, that is here, and goes to another place, what ever, or where ever, that might be! This might sound morbid, but allot of times when a cancer patient passed away on the Onco unit, I would wish them well on their journey! Some of them had such a rough time with their cancer, and was in so much pain, that I would like to think, or at least hope, that they were going to a much better place!
Maybe if you can get your pain under better control, some day you could be a Hospice Volunteer! I have thought about
doing it, but I live out in the country and am a pretty good way from just about
anything, it is just to long of a drive right now. Of course after my divorce is all settled we get the house sold, and once I deside where I am going to live and settle down at, I just might try and do some Hospice volunteering! There is such a need, and I would really love to help
Anyway nurse2 I Hope today is a better day for YOU!