PALady you took the word right out of my mouth WOW!!!! Miss.Suzie may I also Welcome you to this forum! and I will say it again WOW!!! you have been through allot! Well you sure have came to the right place! There are allot of very fine caring, compassionate, folks here, and we will listen and support and maybe sneak in some advice from time to time, if you want it! I like everyone else hate to hear that your having so much pain, but I to am glad you have found us at this fourum! I am sure if you come here often enough you will find us to be like family! But this family really does understand what your experiencing and going through, because we are all going through it too! The saying "Misery loves company" well......what better company to have than company who is in Misery with you?? We can be just one big miserable bunch togethjer!
........... Well maybe that didn't come out quite right but ........You know what I mean?
Welcome to the forum. Miss. Suzie!
And wishing you only the Best