Hi, it's been a couple days since I have wrote anything. First, I hope everyone has a wonderful Easter. I have bben working a lot and just trying to survive. Being a nurse has made me too stubborn. When I want treatment, i get impatience, but I am slowly changing. I started the Elavil and Neurontin for my leg pain and back and its been almost 2 months. I am tired but feel better. The Elavil makes me gasey and not hungry. I guess losing a little weight for side effects isnt so bad. I do need another antidepressant I think. I am going to find a new doctor next week. Finances arent good but we are hanging on for dear life. We have to for my two daughters. They know I hurt, but they try to make me happy and thats not hard with them. Life is too short to sit down and give up. A couple weeks ago, I was wishing I was 65 had the bills paid and had grandkids running around the house. Today, I am thinking about
today and watching my girls grow up and be able to give them everything they want. Thats why I am working so much. My older daughter wants to go to church camp this summer and its not cheap. We are staying home for Easter, dont know what I will bake but we will have our Easter egg hunt.