cshelp your husband might need help
dealing with his loses of his parents, but he also needs to be able to realize that you are in pain and he needs to be able to come to grips with that. It is ok for you to feel that you have maybe disaapointed him that is a human emotion and feeling, and it does show your compassion, I admire that! but but it doesn't mean that it is valid. You might feel that way, but my God look what you have been through!!! Another thing , it is not wrong of you to "want a little quality of life" You deserve at least that much and a whole lot more! To want to be without pain in not seeking Drugs, it is a honest human desire and need! Who wants to be in PAIN! I wish that someone would talk with your husband about
that! I bet he wouldn't want to have your pain! and if he did I bet he would want something for it! I do wish you would dig deep down into yourself and find the courage or what ever it is you need to seek out a pain specialist and get the proper treatment you deserve! It would not only be good for you, but your family would also benefit from it, your children
would have a mother that could do things with them and not be in pain, and your husband would also reap the benefits!
cshelp you don't have to thank me, I didn't do anything, I just want to be of help! I do Thank-You for acknowledging my desire to help though!
I wish you only the best!
I'm Retired USAF, went back to school and became an RN, and now am on full disalbility!--Degenerative Disc (affecting mostly the thorasic disc but all levels involved), C6/7 laminectomy/diskectomy& fusion, Osteoarthritis, Ulcerative colitis, Chronic Pain, Fibromyalgia, Complex Sleep Apnea, and host of other things to spice up my life!(NOT!) Medications: Oxycontin, Percocet, Baclofen, Sulfasalazine, Metoprolol, Folic Acid, Supplemental O2 at 3lpm with VPAP Adapt SV
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