Don't ever feel like your complaining to us, you are not! How else can we get to know each other here without tell everyone about
us? You have read our post, we don't judge, we listen and we share our views and opinions with each other. What better place to come and talk about
your pain and or experiences, or even to vent if you feel the need, than right here with others that know exactly what you are going through?
WOW it does sound like you have just about done it all when it comes to controlling your pain! I do think you have hit upon something flower, I think CP does age a person, allot more than what most of us want to admit! Anyway if you wake up in the night in pain and come to this site you will more than likely find at least a few of us here, at one time or another, and more than likely we are in the same condition. Misery loves company, so when you come here you will not be alone, at least most of the time anyway!
Good Luck to You