I'm so sorry that has happened to you! That really sucks! People do change, especially the ones w/o addictive personallities! I just posted yesterday about my extreme behavior when I was young but was very leary of doing so! I haven't drank in over 10 years except for a glass of wine or a beer about once every couple of months and it's always only one! I haven't used any illegal substances in 3 times that long but I was worried about how ssome people here in our forum might think that I may be BSing and still party like that or may be an addict who just switched to pain meds! It couldn't be farther from the truth! So I know how you feel about being grilled and labelled for something that's ancient history! Now I truely hope that no one here thinks different of me because I was once a druggy and drinker but you never know! It will be a crime if this was the cause of you not getting a SCS!!! Hang in there like Yogi B. used to say> It ain't over till it's over!!!
Your Fla. Bud an ex-party animal,
56 years old, Surgury, Radical Prostatectomy 8/20/03, PSA 6.6, Gleason 3 + 3 = 6, Adenocarcinoma extent (moderate) Stage & Margin:T2NOMX, No Metastases, Organ Confined, bone scan: Neg. 3 1/2 years of depression after surgery prior to Hypogonadizm DX, Testosterone Theropy> new 2/6/09> 400mg injections once a month. 56 and so glad to still be here to see my two sons grow up to be fine young men. They are both serving in the US Navy, one on the aircraft carrier USS John Stennis in port in Thailand and the other on a Gator Freighter USS Bataan stationed in Norfolk, Va. to be deployed to the Middle East in early May. I am one very proud (what they call me)> Big Pops!