Anice, the lack of being useful when you are used to being busy can be depressing. I would guess that the edgy feeling and having all the little things around you bother you is due to the depression. The idea of counseling is a good idea. I can also say that having some time with just your husband and being able to talk about
it could also help. I know when I get feeling like everything is closing in that being able to talk about
it, even if someone else isn't giving me any advise helps. In fact, there are many times when I want to talk about
things and I really don't want someone to try and fix me. I just want to talk and try and release the feelings trapped inside. Anyway, I hope you have a great weekend and hopefully tomorrow is a better day. Blessings.