PALady,Thank you again for your words of comfort, I appreciate you so much. It has been a bad day for me. My daughter is here with me today. And she is destroying everything she can get her hands on. I feel like I have had no rest, no down time and absolutely no time to call my own. She literally had her curtain rod broke. Half of it it still hanging, dangling down and the other half was on the floor. My husband can fix it. It really isn't that big a deal but I am just in a bad frame of mind. Maybe she knows it and it is making her act this way. Everyone that has kids or has raised them, has been through many days like this and worse. I don't have much longer. My husband and son will be here in about
an hour. I can make it.
I did call my PM and left a message. I should here something. I just asked for enough to get me through the night. I know I will survive the night. I am trying to deal with it now. I am trying to get my head right. I know my chances of getting the refill are pretty slim and none. And there isn't anything I can do about
it today. My husband doesn't work but about
10 min. from home and our pharmacy is 1 mile away. Worse case scenario, if I get it approved tomorrow, I will call him. He can and will leave work long enough to go pick it up and bring it home to me.
I will try my best. I will make it through the night. I still have one left. So when it gets real bad, I'll take it. I will try to relax. I have a couple cd's from church I haven't listened to yet. I have the book I have been reading,which is good. It might help take my mind off of it for a little while. There is always the shower. I did a bath the other day. It was nice to sit in the tub for a little while. I didn't stay long. But I had to get it out of my system. It was hard getting out. Probably wasn't the best choice I've ever made. I could do that tonight and ask hubby to help me stand up. He will. He has been extra sweet to me. And I can listen to some light music. I have the one lortab left. I have the flexiril-every 8 hours. I can take another one. I have done it before. I have motrin and tylenol. I have aleeve. A little relief is better than none. And I have the heating pad.
I will remember the pain taken away from the surgery. This pain will get better. PALady, I am sorry your surgery didn't help with your pain any. I am sure that was very aggravating and disappointing-to have to go through the pain from surgery and still have the pain you had the surgery for. I know that happens alot. I don't understand it. It seems surgery would/should help.But I also hear how much it doesn't. I am fortunate that mine did work. And still I am feeling for all of those people that surgery didn't help at all.
I am sorry for coming here so much today with my med. worries. I will stop complaining and just deal with it. This is minor in comparison with the every day pain many of you are in all the time.I am being wimpy. Thank all of you once again. I'll be okay.
Post Edited (anice) : 5/13/2009 4:18:42 PM (GMT-6)