Well I have been calling the doctor's office today and they said I would hear something today. At 2:00 I get a call from one of the office representatives stating that the doctor needs to see me TOMORROW at 8am. I said Please can I come today, I'm going out of my mind with worry and he said, no, the doctor is leaving today at 2:45. By all means, lets not inconvenience the good old doctor.
So another night of not knowing. The fact that he has to discuss it with me makes me feel that there may be something to worry about. I don't know, I may be jumping to conclusions. Anyway, I went to the grocery store afterwards and nearly had a panic attack. I guess the stress is just getting to me. I thought I was stronger than this. I need to settle down and have faith. It's what I tell everybody else to do. I need to take my own advice. So that's what I will do with the rest of my evening until I can fall asleep.
After this appointment tomorrow, I have an appointment with my pain management doctor too. It's going to be a busy day. Keep a good thought for me all you wonderful people. As soon as I know what's up I will jump on here and post. I know you all have been with me through all of this. Thank you from the bottom of my heart.
Crossing fingers for not too bad news.
Moderator Chronic Pain
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And by all means, when you are down, ask me for help. I will be there.