I haven't posted on here in a LONG time.
I have been on A LOT of pain meds in my 24 y/o life, from everything to simple over the counter to Fentanyl suckers.
My pain is still there but i'm learning to live it. I finally had to start getting off of so much medicine and that when my pain finally started to getting somewhat tolerable. I'm down to just a few Hydrocodone a day which is HUGE.
(The main reason I had to get off of so much was tolerance and signs of addiction. It was really hard to be to take my meds as prescribed.)
I still have pain, still have TONS of medical problems though. I wonder why friends I HAD are getting married, having kids, working and I'm stuck at home on disability. I wonder why God made my journey so hard but I just have to keep going.
I hope you all find peace in your journey.
PS: I'm on home infusions of antibiotics for pneumonia and staph, and its making me really sick to my stomach. Has anyone done home infusions before? What did you do for nausea? I have Phenergan and Zofran but its not helping.
Migraines, Ovarian Cyst, repeat and multiple jaw dislocations, depression/anxiety, PTSD, and the list goes on
On Jan 17th I had a very traumatic situation ending in a colostomy. had the reversal which put me through months of hell, but better now
Meds: Celexa, Klonopin,Zanaflex, some pain meds.
May God give you a reason to smile today, an extra reason to laugh, and bring joy to your soul.