Good morning. It is good to hear from you again. I am sorry to hear things are getting hecktick in your life right now. I am glad, however, that you decided to stop by
Were you going to wait til wednesday to bring up the possibility of a referral to Pain Management Specialist? ... You medicine does is very low, but , I was thinking... That actually might be a blessing in disguise ... if you can get into a pain management clinic they will want a "clean slate" to start off with. I've noticed a "common groud" in the way the Specialist "start-up" with each patient they all seem to like take meds down to just what is needed before beginng their "treatment planns".
I'm not sure how the insurance will cover the pain management clinic or a psychologist/psychiatrist who deals with regular issues or pain issues.
No worries. They are part of the "pain management" programms. More often than not your treatment plann includes seeing one. The are valuable tools for not just you, but also your (Hopefully!!) new doctor to assess what types of treatment you would be comfortable with/ can do long term.
I've got a pretty amazing handle on my body and how I can sense things actually.
It hleped for me to have a defined "list" of the beginning bodily reactions to pain (which actually occur long before "holy cow! XXXXhurts) not just so I can beging treating it, but also that time to get to a phone to call for help. And I do not mean to sound pushy about that either, but I can tell your a head strong one and probably wouldnt ask for help unless you absolutly had to.... Gosh you need people around you that you can trust. Sure I cant just scoop you up bring you to New Mexico?
I'm not what a person would call "sensitive" in general
I think you are. I think you are beautiful and wonderfully intune with those around you. I also think that you deserve to be cared for with the same intesity that you care for others. I am angry that so many have kicked you when you were already down, that isnt okay.
I'm a pretty harsh person actually...
I think that time, and cruelity has made you "look" or "seem" harsh n the outside. But what I see is someone fighting with all they have to protect the core of who they are. I think it is time someone else helped you protect your core. You must be exhausted. *huggs*
got my soulmate but I can't bear him children, put him in debt, and now I'm losing my looks.
It is a good thing he fell in LOVE with your SOUL not your SHELL. I am sure you are as beaustiful in person as you are here online. Please, please, trust me when I say that in a few years when things settle down... Foster Care is PACKED! Children are being placed in homes only to be sent back to abusive parents or pawned off on family members.... YOU can make a differance. But, you ve gotta be more patient with yourself. Take care of you. That way you are ready and strong when it is time.
Even then, all I got was a good for nothing 2 year associates degree (and I got that later then I should've).
!!If you push yourself that hard, we need to send you in to politics!! Weve got some lazy folks on capitol hill! Go get them into shape! I can hear it now! "This should have been done YESTERDAY!!!"
Adoption'd be nice but I think most agencies have issues with anyone whose suffered depression and now with this...this...fibromyalgia...the possibility that I couldn't pick a child up if I was having a flare...might and should count against me.
Nope. When you sit down and truly are able to look in to this option, you will see just how much of a Blessing you coulld be to a boy or girl. many of us have young children.
Lately, its like I pay off one, and five show up that need immediate payment.
Once I taped change to bills for 4 month. with a note "this is all I can pay right now, I am sorry." I hate how all of us are in financial trouble due to MEDICAL bills!
"...of course we are still friends after the bill arrives...."
people out there who probably need it more then we do
*huggs* Nope, please do think that way. We have all work long hard years and sometimes we need help. *huggs*
You remind me alot of the poem Maya Angelou wrote called "Still I Rise"
"..You may trod me in the very dirt
But still, like dust, I'll rise...."
It is a beautiful poem. Al her work is really. In any case, ill stopp chatting your eyes off! I do hope today is a little better for you!!