I share in your thoughts feelings and emotions, I think we all do! I can only tell you that you are not alone! You have family here that appreciate every word you have written! And feel and understand the meaning behind every word you wrote! Hopefully knowing that we are all here to help and support you will help give you the Strength and Peace you seek!
Moderator Chronic Pain
I'm Retired USAF, went back to school and became an RN, and now am on full disalbility!--Degenerative Disc (affecting mostly the thorasic disc but all levels involved), C6/7 laminectomy/diskectomy& fusion, Osteoarthritis, Ulcerative colitis, Chronic Pain, Fibromyalgia, Complex Sleep Apnea, and host of other things to spice up my life!(NOT!) Medications: Oxycontin, Percocet, Baclofen, Sulfasalazine, Metoprolol, Folic Acid, Supplemental O2 at 3lpm with VPAP Adapt SV