What you have posted we all have felt at one time or the other. I know that by saying that, that it does not take away or even ease you pain, but maybe it is helpful to know that you are not alone in this! Because your NOT alone! I was also wondering like straydog was , if maybe your pain needs to be under better control? You are probably ahead of us in that area, and have already looked into that, but if not you might want to talk with your PM Doc about
it! Anyway I know I can empathize with your feelings and sentiments that you posted, as I am sure everyone else can too! You know we are always here!
I wish you well my friend!
Moderator Chronic Pain
I'm Retired USAF, went back to school and became an RN, and now am on full disalbility!-- DDD, With herniated Disk at T-12 and L4-5. C5-C6 ACDF in Sep 2009, C6-C7 ACDF in Mar 1985, Osteoarthritis, Ulcerative colitis, Chronic Pain, Fibromyalgia, Complex Sleep Apnea, and host of other things to spice up my life!(NOT!) Medications: Oxycontin, Percocet, Baclofen, Sulfasalazine, Metoprolol, Folic Acid, Supplemental O2 at 3lpm with VPAP Adapt SV