Picture if you will me sitting on the toilet late at night and in the dark and have my tweezers fall from my hand (Lord only knows what they were doing there )I lean down to reach for them and loose my balance (with how dizzy I get these days) and manage fall forward to get stuck between the toilet and the door which was open and facing me. I have my foot with my toes bent completed to the top of my foot and managed to hit the upper back of my head with a resounding crash into the door Jay was up the stairs in record time and managed to get me up and to the computer room. I was wailing in pain and was sure that I did something to jar that clot in my head. Oh and to make to just perfect....I got a horrible case of broncitis so everytime I give a good cough it makes my head hurt even more!!!
I dont know how I have become a disaster I know it has gotten totally worse since I got fibro about a year or so ago. My body has almost every part hurt. My foot is swollen and now I cant get my shoe on. Thanksgiving was spent with Jay and I doing most of the cooking and my mom and daughter both showed up 2 hours late. If it didnt mean so much to my grandkids I would have left the senior clubhouse after we we had halled everything there with my brother. I can always count on my brother. Jay was very helpful but being a bit of a baby and with my getting sick the day before Thanksgiving,I just couldnt take it anymore and found myself crying in the laundry room. Everyone thought it was because I had a high fever and wasnt feeling good but besides being sick I just wanted once for everyone to get along and be on time. And having Jay bail early and I had to have the clubhouse cleaned and my mom walked home I felt like leaving everything in a pile and just go home and to bed. I was over there till 8 pm!!! Soooooooo thats what my week has been like so far. Well, theres always Christmas!!!!
P.S. I have appealed everything there can be and sent letters off to congressman and even contacted that local news(they will get back to me) so I havent given up with medicaid paying for surgery or any other charitable things.