Oh Scarred, I think its sad when we expect things to go wrong! I so hope this really works for you, you deserve some good luck going your way. it must be your turn for goodluck, dont you think?
Best wishes, lets hope the spinal chord stimulator is the answer you are looking for, or part of the answer. I know on this pain patch the pain hasn't gone but I feel like I can manage the pain. Lets hope the stimulator gives you that control. After all thats what we all hope for, some control back over our lives again.
I'm thinking of you, golitho