Hi merrygirl ~
I am so sorry you are feeling rough and discouraged......I hope today finds you with tolerable pain and I'm sending you LOTS of hugs ((((((merrygirl)))))))))) and please know I am always happy to chat with a fellow CP'er anytime.
For me, it helps to TALK......I often get caught up in my own world and things get ugly fast. I SO understand what you mean about
the "cycle" ~ hang in there and I pray things will look up, soon!
Cardiomyopathy, Celiac Disease, High Blood Pressure, 2 Fusions @ L4, L5, S1, 2 Fusions @ C7 & C8, Implantible bone growth stimulator cervically, and soon to have Neurostimulation Therapy to treat lumbar, Chronic Pain Sufferer for 8 years, take several meds daily to survive! Looking for a miracle I think ~