I am so very sorry you are going through this! I woke up at 3 this morning feeling quite stiff, but able to go back to sleep and then by 5 this am, I woke back up and I couldn't move! It almost scared me to pieces! So, you go ahead and complain, gripe, cry, scream, throw a fit and get angry! Whatever you need to feel, you have every right to feel. I personally have posted a comment about how I didn't think I could stand any more! Almost every single person came back with such encouragement that really, it made me feel validated. YOU should feel your feelings and I believe most every one of us will wrap our virtual arms around you and hug you softly! Let it out girl, let it out. Oh and as far as your meds go, I take Roxicodone (Oxcodone is the generic) 4 x daily and I don't get a long term med to offset it. I asked but was told no by my dr. I'm going to continue to argue with them about this, but no one should hurt this way when an additional pill or two which is in theraputic levels, can help! Take care and let us know if you get some relief! For that matter let us know if you don't!
I'm called Cat, but as there are few other Cat's on here, I put the number of cats I have and combined it to spell out Catz4
DXed-Syringomyelia C-1 to T-1, Hypothyroidism, Diabetes Type II, IBS, Panic Disorder, ICC , Fibromyalgia, Migraines, Bipolar Disorder, Chronic Muscle Spasms, Torn Rotator Cuff in Left Shoulder, Had emergency surgery for ruptured bowel in '05 w/colostomy and takedown in '06.
Too many meds to name/Too many allergic reactions/sensitivities to too many drugs to name. Meds for Panic Disorder, Pain, Bipolar, IBS, Hypothroidism, Diabetes, Insomnia and then some.