Mikel, you don't ever have to be sorry for anything! Bust out with it! Scream holler, cry like a baby!! It's ok and you are safe to be able to do that!!!! You know that don't you? I hope I have never judged a person in my life and I sure as heck don't have the right to start now! Do you think you're the only person who's ever been addicted to drugs? Man Michael! We are children of the '60/'70's and where were we when ole George was shipping in that grade A coke in the early '80's? I was standing in line! No, I never did the needles and that was because I was a scaredy Cat! My sister, who happens to be a DOCTOR now! was so addicted to heroin she almost died a hundred times! I'm not proud of it, but I can kind of hide it because I didn't contract a couple of really bad diseases! Now really, who was being the cry baby before and staying all into myself knowing full well what that does to a BiPolar, pain riddled idiot! And who was there to hold my hand as I stepped slowly, painfully, fearfully out from under my rock? Oh that would be YOU wouldn't it! Yes, I believe it was and so you go right ahead and cry all you want and I'll be here with my hand out waiting for you to find the footing to step out and feel like you've got a family that loves you and needs you around for a long, darned time. Got it?
I'm called Cat, but as there are few other Cat's on here, I put the number of cats I have and combined it to spell out Catz4
DXed-Syringomyelia C-1 to T-1, Hypothyroidism, Diabetes Type II, IBS, Panic Disorder, ICC , Fibromyalgia, Migraines, Bipolar Disorder, Chronic Muscle Spasms, Torn Rotator Cuff in Left Shoulder, Had emergency surgery for ruptured bowel in '05 w/colostomy and takedown in '06.
Too many meds to name/Too many allergic reactions/sensitivities to too many drugs to name. Meds for Panic Disorder, Pain, Bipolar, IBS, Hypothroidism, Diabetes, Insomnia and then some.