Well I had gone 3 nights without falling until last night. I fell off the darned toilet again!! I cant stop going to the bathroom I have to do that about
3 times because of my bladder being painful. It happens when I am really tired,I even make sure I turn the lights on,but still woke up hitting the wall and I knocked the piture and that came crashing down on my head. I also hit my right shouder pretty hard so I have a nice 5 inch deep bruise there and man my head has another lump. Its so hard to keep from falling at night. Its like my equilbrium is all out of whack and to make it worse I woke up at 5:30am to a wer bed! thats right when I fell I hadnt gone pee yet so when I fell back asleep my bladder was too full and I was so tired and hurting from the fall that I peed the dang bed. Jay was up for work and I was so embarrested when I kicked my sheets downstairs and he said "what are you doing?!"and I had to tell him I wet the bed and he was all nice about
it and said its alright we all have doen it least once but I didnt tell him that I had fallen earlier. I figured he was asleep when it happened(I made a huge crashing sound and he didnt wake up)and I didnt want to worry him further. he already cant sleep well. I have talked to my doctor and he doesnt know what to do. I have to get up to pee. And I am not wearing diapers,I just couldnt do that and I would have to get up to change them so I could still fall. I know I have been super lucky to have not got hurt worser,I have a head for sure lol. So I will do what I can and if I fall then so be it,I guess I will just have to go to the hospital if its too bad. I sure wish I could just talk to you guys sometimes. But I do appreciate all the support you all give to me. It comforts me so much. And yes I do love flowers!! I had a huge 40x60 foot garden before I moved here(got divorced)here. I had tons of stuff growing and I supplied the foodbanks and senior centers with lots of produce and that felt so good since they cant take get fresh stuff like that and they sure apprecaited getting to take as much as they needed. It was so much healtheir too and I miss that so bad. I had wanted to do an above ground plot on the side of my house here but Jay wouldnt give me the money for dirt and wood so that left to just do planters. Oh well at least I have my flowers. I sure hope you all a low pain day today(heck everyday!)I will lick my wounds today and hopefully tomorrow will be better huh? lol.
Mom of one gramma to 4 lover to One
Fibromyalgia,IBS,Stroke x3,endometriosis,Diabetes type 2,neuropathic pain,high blood pressure,severe nausea,atrophy,chronic pain,over 30 surgeries,torn hip joint,hypoglycymic