This crap is starting too get me down. My ribs hurt more from the guy trying to pull me when I fell in Mc'Ds but then my right side is killing me since that side now has my sciatic nerve in a flare,plus the bruises. I woke up this morning with my right leg rock hard with spasms ugh. And they are putting in a sewer system and are working 7pm to 5am with the street blocked off in front of my house to through traffic and a constant BAM BAM BAM all night long so no rest and I just got a more comfortable bed from my daughter who gave me her old one when her and her hubby bought a new sleep number bed. I dream of having a brand new bed but for now I will just doctor up this one lol.
Omg and we now have carpenter ants coming in the townhouse!!! Omg they creep me out so bad and the bad thing is I cant move fast enough to squash them. So far I have seen 5 in the house and a dozen around the outside so its time to call the landlord to get rid of them. On a more possitive note my back deck is done with all kinds of flowers(and I know Im not supposed to be gardening)I just love flowers so much and I finally got a glass table with an umbrella and bought it with my own money so it feels good to have saved up for it (and it took a long time with me being on SSI). Jay doesnt much like my overdoing it on the plants but I like them and its nice to sit out back and enjoy a nice cup of coffee in the quiet. That is if this crazy weather would stop and just enjoy the time of year. We are supposed to get up to 65 an hour winds tonight and it was all sunny yesterday.
Jay has been better and its nice to have the days to myself with him back to work even if it means gimping along and trying to do things by myself but then I have always been stubborn that way. I am putting my brother to work while he is here from Kansas. Today he came and cleaned the bathroom and took out the trash for me and he will be back tomorrow for more chores. I feel like a bum having him do so much but he is an alcohlic and blew through his money and says the chores keep him out of trouble. Its nice to see someone doing something for me even if I dont think I deserve it at times. I am a mess and I just dont see it lasting for the long haul. I have too many things wrong with me as they say Im not really a keeper. Just the way it is not saying anything bad about anyone I just wonder where I will end up. Oh I dont now just rambling. Take care and I wish you low pain days ahead.
Mom of one gramma to 4 lover to One
Fibromyalgia,IBS,Stroke x3,endometriosis,Diabetes type 2,neuropathic pain,high blood pressure,severe nausea,atrophy,chronic pain,over 30 surgeries,torn hip joint,hypoglycymic