So sorry you are now having to deal with all this anxiety and crap along with the pain. I had two of my daughters get surgery in the last 3 months and I was a total wreck! They didn't have as major of surgery as you, but surgery still the same. I was freaking out over the same things you are, so I kind of know what you are going through. Just try and remember we are ALL here pulling for you! I bet you have one the biggest, loving families right here. With you in all of our thoughts and prayers, I think the chances are pretty dang slim that something will happen. Hang in there my friend, and you know we are all here for ya on your bad days! Take care.
Fibromyalgia, Chronic daily headaches, Migraine disorder (with and without aura), GERD, High blood pressure, Depression and Anxiety
Oxycontin, Flexeril as needed, Lopressor, Lexapro, Omeprazole, Clonazepam as needed, Promethazine as needed for nausea from migraines