Yeah !!! it was a good day today. I went to my daughters and saw all the kids and they gave me homemade cards and showered me with kisses !!. The only trouble I got into was when there mom wanted to take a walk to get the mail and it was about
95 degees outside but the kids wanted me to go so I went. The problem was the mail boxs are about
a mile and a half each way (they live out in the country). I started getting overheated,my face got all red and I had massive amounts of sweat pouring off me. I about
bit it on the rocks everywhere and Jakob took me by the hand and said"its ok if you have walk slow Grandma,we can go as slow as you need to" right there Igot the energy to get back home were I could cool of. We had lunch together,all sitting together at the table and I played some games and did the girls fingernails and even shot Jakobs new bow and arrows(he bought them himself even though they cost over 30 dollars)I was proud of him,he's all boy. I told them no tears when I went to leave and told them I would see them next saturday when I had my party. They kept telling me I was going to be surprized. I got home right before Jay did and listened to the phone messages and guess what? this year all my brothers had called to say Happy Birthday(they all forgot last year) And my brother whom I hardly see said he was coming tomorrow with my brother Randy and would be here also on the 17th to. Randy finally agreed to share my birthday since his B day is a day after they are celebrating mine. My daughter(barbarann) will be making Randy a cake too, a little smaller but Im sure it will be nice(that girl makes a mean cake!!) she told me she had come hear and googled my past posts and saw all the times she had made me cry and all the rotten things I had said about
her. I felt like she was going somewhere where I could tell all my feelings to but after she had read my past posts hopefully she finally got it,is specially when I had takin care of her when she had surgery and I had another stroke when I was at her house and still went back there for another week because I had promised no matter how badly she was treating everybody she still needed me. And we didnt fight once today!! I know a miracle huh? so everything turned out today and Jayson gave me a beautiful card. We didnt have much money this year with him being out of work for awhile. I love you guys ya know? I dont always post but I am always reading and I see what you all go through on a daily basis. I wish I could take it all away but I dont have a crystal ball,what I can do is post more and make an effort to be more supportive. Sometimes all we have is words and they can be so powerful,they make you feel like you are being hugged in person. Take care and have a nice night(once it cools down lol).
Mom of one gramma to 4 lover to One
Fibromyalgia,IBS,Stroke x3,endometriosis,Diabetes type 2,neuropathic pain,high blood pressure,severe nausea,atrophy,chronic pain,over 30 surgeries,torn hip joint,hypoglycymic