Oh my sweet Tina, you hit it on the button. I had been handling my pain better and poof, it's all gone. I've been in tears on/off all day and just can't get past it. My head is killing me and the only thing that helps is freeze it with ice.
Go to the hosp. for IV meds???? it's a joke, i've tried going when i was a disaster and they send you home, tell me you have already been on everything, blah, blah blah. But yeah i have tried it all and nothing works. That's why i am weaning off of my oxycodone, which I am almost done. My body needs to get back to normal, this is what the doc tells me, get off that med. So there is nothing for me.
That's why I have decided to accept a new life with chronic pain (well try anyways) and like you said Tina and my dr. told me too, there are going to be bad days. But s%&t man, this is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo hard. Yeah no one said this would be easy.
Doesn't help that I can't drive, I am stuck here in my house. I want to play in my craft room so bad but I can't do it. I need to organize it and I can't. I want to make cards, scrapbook, I have so much nice stuff to scrapbook with but no motivation, no energy, too much pain, I am always holding my head, I want to do my beads, I want to make bracelets for everyone I know here but i can't do it. I try to think of Dani, she suffers so badly and she does her beads. Why can't I?????
Oh well enough whining.
Tina i love you tons, thanks for your never ending support, prayers and love. Can you mail me a pic of yourself so i can look at it. Take care of your sweet baby girls.
Hugs my friends
Chronic, severe and continuous bilateral temporal headaches since 2000.