I wonder if you have the same thing I do, I'm not exactly to EXACT name of it, but it's like SAD (seasonal affective disorder) EXCEPT it's something like reverse SAD, where we get more depressed during the summer months, I really think it's due to having TOO much sun, where as SAD is from not enough sunlight. But then again, I think depression can get us no matter the weather, especially if it's causing us more pain.
ALSO, you should really try not running out of your antidepressants, I know when I run out I get really sick from it's withdrawals, but sometimes you don't realize what your having is anti-Ds withdrawal. I get VERY fatigued, nausea, brain zaps, and more depressed. But like others have said, you can find a small ma and pop pharmamcy, they sometimes still deliver, also RiteAid has mailed meds to me once when I was very ill and couldn't come get them.
But either way, I hope you get your airconditioner thing figured out, I wish I could offer some advise there, but I have no experience with it. But WHY dont you have air conditioning if you live in an apartment?? that should be the land lords duty to make sure you have something for this severe heat.
Please don't cry, we're here for you, and we all have been there. I know about
tough times, as just recently my niece died from SIDs, then 5 days ago my grandmother died, everyone around me seems to be dying and it's taking a toll out on me. I seem to wake up every morning lately around 5am (before the kids wake up) and just cry for an hour, but I've never dealt with death before til these past few months, so I know about
depression and pain, as now I'm being told by my doctor that I may have RA, so I know how it feels to have everything hit us at once, just isnt fair....
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