I am back. And now have tears in my eyes after reading all the posts. Thank you for caring so much about me. I am honoured to call you all my friends, my healing family.
As Michael has mentioned, we are always in touch with each other on a daily basis. The month of July was quite terrible for me, not only in pain but the depression was quite severe and I was becoming suicidal that I could not be left alone and hence went to my mother's. I could not do a thing, not make any decisons, not pack my clothes, worried about going on holidays, I just couldn't do it anymore. So my mom said at my side for five days trying to change my spirits. Hubby came to get me to go on holidays, camping and the only thing that got me there was that I wouldn't be alone, I would be with him. So the first few days were difficult but i started moving around a bit each day, a walk around the campsite, a short bike ride and I have pulled out of that deep hole. I pray that I can maintain my spirit now as we are back home and hubby will be back to work. Unfortunately my headaches have remained high and I just kept ice on my head. We kept them in business at the front office buying bags of cubed ice everyday. I would put some in a baggy and then put my velcro wrap around my head.
So please forgive me for not posting. I was in such a bad way, I just couldn't come on here and talk about my state of mind. I cried all day every day, I don't even know how i got thru the day. I want to be here to offer support to all of you in a better way and hope I can continue to now. I love you all for being there for me.
Thank you to all of you for posting here, to Tina and Mikel, I will respond to your emails this weekend and to my special buddy Michael, well you know how I feel!!!!!!
Love and hugs
Chronic daily headaches
Started in 2000
Done it all
No options left
Motto:One Day At A Time