First, I'd like to say how sorry I am that you are going through so much at such a young age.
I am concerned, however, about the posting of your private email address on this board, as non-members also see it and can use that link to contact you in harmful ways. I realize I am considerably older and that you may feel very comfortable discussing personal issues on the internet. We here are very careful about our private information because so many others take advantage of Chronic Pain sufferers.
You can revise your post and make your email available in your profile section and the members will be able to contact you. Please consider this option, as your age, a chronic pain condition, and an invitation to email you could easily lead to internet predators that you do not want to be involved with.
Again, I hope you find answers and do not think that I am lecturing you. You suffer chronic pain....just like the rest of us here and I support you in every way. I'm just concerned for your safety since there are so many internet creeps out there.
Best to you!