I am angry.
I don't want to hear "I've never sent his before. I have to speak with my colleagues."
I don't want to hear "I am worried"
"There has to be something attacking you spine."
or worse! "I am just not sure what is most pressing. I have never encountered anyone like you before."
......some things need to be kept inside for conversations with your co workers after I am gone. Those are good examples of things to keep to yourself.
Okay, so who ever heard of a skeletally mature spine going from normal ~~> to thoracolumbar levoscoliosis (with developing lordosis within the primary progressive curve??? what the heck?!) and thoracic dextroscoliosis with a developing compensatory cervical tilt In 3yrs flat? What is this? Some kind of sick science fiction tale?
Did I really just pay $4,500 on a genetic panel to find out "Idiopathic".. in case your wondering that a nearly 5K word for "we don't know". Would have rather used that money on some new skirts to show off these incredibly expensive curves. You heard me right. I don't hide them, I dont cover them up, I show them off! I make these curves look gOOooOOD! Watch out folks! Here I come!
Oh and one other thing... I maybe cuved and I may be crooked, but I still give each and every day all I have to give. Why do perfectly healthy people feel sorry for me? Only one way to go for me and that is up! Where are they going?..or hiding?
That feels so much lighter.
....this would probably be very offensive statments to other people. This is one of the great things about being with friends like all of you. I KNOW you all understand perfectly well how I am feeling
TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood And sorry I could not travel both And be one traveler, long I stood Chronic Pain ModeratorMail